Memo 2/1/2019

I already know,
No need to hide,
Run from it won't change anything,
I won't be bother about it,
You cheat or loyal,
That your business,
My life is my business,
If your are mine,
We be fated together,
But right now feel free to do what you want,
I understand,
Life never be fair to me,
But that not going to make me despair too much,
There lots things that can make me happier,
You just a part of my life,
No offence, I'm the one who like you,
It up to me to like you for how long i can be,
You don't need to be burden by it,
Feel free to enjoy your life,
I will like you until i have change of heart,
you already hurt me long ago,
For today i figure why i like you,
It because you are weird.

SO WHAT IF IT NEW YEAR?

So what if it New Year?
Those one who annoy you still be there
Those who hurting you still there
The person i like still not like me,
Same sickness still there
Same drama act play over and over
The problem still same and never change
And the will to alive still there

I'm still sick
Flu, Fever, Chest pain,
It still same, nothing change,
but my will to be alive still there,

I'm still annoyed,
Smoke and drunk family still there
Nothing change just became more stress,
but i try to be patient.

I'm still doing my best to live my life as i did last year,
Still doing my best to complete my goal,
Hopefully this year will give me more happiness,
But i know it won't be easier.