today log for 31/10/2017::
i had a really heavy and sad feeling,
suddenly..don't know why,
but suddenly, it became so heavy..painful and sad.
this is the same feeling when my grandma and my aunt died
for the next day..huh..i was about to tell my mom..
but i did't tell her coz she stop me from asking about it.
if any of u read this, must say, why just don't tell
them..i am afraid might make them afraid and sad.
well..i'm sorry, but my instinct never be wrong.